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Thursday, December 31, 2009

why is this happening?

i'm watching some helicopter armed forces bowl on espn because there's nothing else to watch and as usual i don't have the patience to search for a good movie on cable. it's the last day of the year and i guess i should make a resolution for the new year and as usual it would probably be to do more for myself in the new year but i think that has been my resolution for the past few years. oh well. i was thinking about those little "episodes" (i don't know what else to call them, i'm referring to when my whole body froze and i couldn't do anything, my brain paused and everything went on around me), i'm starting to wonder if the reason why i'm getting those has to do anything with my brain being more inactive (i usually walk with my walker and stand in my standing frame every day and i haven't been doing either of those activities because i've been at my mom's house for the past week, with exception of walking with the different walker at my mom's house once a day). maybe it's just my brain trying to function normally again, so my whole body frozes as my brain is trying to register and function normally.. i don't know, i wish that i did know why these "episodes" are happening. what a good start for the new year, right?

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